kelliexxx

I know i’ve said this time and time again, however I really mean it this time!

In the past 6 months I managed to lose 1 1/2 stone however, bit buy bit I have gained it back… so this is it now. My mum knows that m miserable being like this so has just given me the motivation that is going to push me. If I lose 50lbs, taking my weight from 200lbs down to 150lbs by christmas day 2009, she will give me £1000!!

How amazing is that… so I have 7 months to lose 50lbs, rather than trying to lose 50lbs in 4 weeks like I try to attempt normally. Its going to be slow, but hopefully this time I will be able to keep it off!

So, I was so proud of my self because I had lost 15lbs in 3 months…and then Christmas happened! Im so fed up because I have put all of my weight back on!! I need to do something now because I enjoyed getting the complements and now they have stopped! Surprise surprise! x

Ok so its been about a month and i’ve lost 9lbs!! At the start i was really upset because for once i decided to do it healthily! But its so much slower!! But i guess if i lose 9-10lbs each month and actually keep the weight off then i have to say im excited!! The way i look at weight lose has changed big time!! I now see that losing small amounts of weight in a month, rather than a big amount in a small time is so much better for me and i can’t wait for next month!!

It is Sunday 26th October 2008 and i plan to start my diet tomorrow. I have had “the night before” the diet many times, however this time I plan for tonight to be the last time. I am 204 lbs! Well no more!